Help i hate life (u dont need to respond just dont do this ur kids)?

i guess its kind of sad expressing this on the web but its the only place i can...at my old high skool i had lots of friends all kinds and was talkin to a cute girl. then my f***in parents told me were movin i was mad as f**k i knew i wasnt gonna make friends easy bcuz im very quiet and shy ppl say just dont be shy, talk but, quiet is my personality intill i get comfortable with u... so i lose contact with most my friends when i came to this knew skool 1st couple days ppl paid attention to me bcuz im new after 3 days im not i went 2 and half months no friends in cl or at lunch i get some friends later i find out there pot heads and wannabe rappers but i deal with it cuz i dont got a choice so now i got friends but i know i dont belong but soon i get close to one of them who wasnt a pot head or wannabe rapper but then he moves.. no luck with girls bcuz i couldn't talk to them.. anyways today my friend calls nd im like wus up but in the background i hear noise i ask wat it is he says the names of my old friends and some cute girls i hung out with nd im just speechless of how i felt knowin im not livin the life that made me happy nd the worst part is that no one can tell im sad lonely nd sometimes suicidal all i can say is i hate life