Do I sound like a loser to you?

I'm a 16 year old girl, and I come from a family which can't afford what the average family can. I love dancing, nd I actually teach dancing (hip hop and lyrical) to pay for my fees. I also go to school on top of it, and even though I'm not the brightest bulb in the whatever, I still am able to have an average of 80% (mostly because I have really smart friends). So I go to school and on top of that I have dancing 4 times a week for 6 hrs afterwards. I've only had my weekends to do things with people, but recently I got a job waitressing... so that takes up my fri's, sat's, and sundays. It's a gong show, but it's money. I'm usually sitting at home all the time now whenever I get to, but seriously I feel too lazy to phone my friends up anymore. My family calls me lazy, but it's like they don't understand. I've never been in a relationship, because I didn't feel like I clicked with any of the boys I knew... but over the summer, I went to live with my older sister 12 hrs away. I went so I could get away from my problems, and to be quite honest, I didn't think I'd make any friends. While down there I met a guy who was 9 yrs older than me, we wanted to get serious, but couldn't cause I knew it wasn't right. People think I'm a goody good, but I've done cocain, speed, shrooms and continue to use weed to escape from my reality. (don't worry I've stopped with drugs). I've never told anyone of course, and don't plan on it. I've lost all friends my age, because I think way different then them. They like to talk about boys, and I like to talk about the world, universe, and religion. I have guys hit on me all the time, and tell me I'm pretty, so I'm not physically unattractive. I don't feel like a loser, I feel outta place... do I sound like a loser to you?