Does anyone think im stupid and need to move on ?

Honey your not stupid, so don’t even think like that. Whenever you love someone you always carry a piece of that person in your heart. Have you tried talking to him at all? If you still feel a connection then go for it, but if you don’t then take steps to move beyond him and continue with your life. Don’t remain stuck on him for to long, because life is gonna p right by you.